It’s been emotional today,
Today I did something I haven’t done since middle school. I wanted to feel something else. Something instead of anxiety, worthlessness, something else than sadness, anger. Numbness is what I felt. I didn’t feel anything when the blade cut through my skin. Nothing. Maybe cuz what I feel is nothing. Too many emotions at once to comprehend. I just hate people who lie to me, have to make up stories like I was at my dad’s house at 3 in the morning. The truth will never stay burried. So why lie? Idk I’m still holding a grudge from what he did in the summer. I just can’t forgive him. And he’s suppose to be my bro, my best friend.
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